ME AND ALWAYS ME

2010-06-09T08:35:00.001+08:00

~ dead blog !

2010-05-18T21:13:00.001+08:00

okay all done ...
i dont know bout you peeps but i find it nice ...
=)

2010-05-18T20:04:00.001+08:00

well ... im bored ...
currently drawing a potrait of weewee ... ( hopefully it'll turn out nice .. )
all her pictures are mindblowing ! i think she'll either be a model or anything to do with her look ...
GORGEOUS BABE !
well busy with drawing a portrait ... buh bye ...
my updates to http://thekapartyshow.blogspot.com is done ...
so yeah check it out ..

2010-05-15T20:16:00.001+08:00

watch my recent video at [ http://thekapartyshow.blogspot.com/ ] starring me and my bestie Dayah Lgf .. we're tryna act like the afiz dude who beat up the girl in the lift but i accidentally hit Dayah Lgf instead of acting . the girl should have acted like Dayah Lgf ..! god Dayah Lgf can hit !

2010-05-15T11:33:00.002+08:00

okay ..
im bored so im chatting with the boy whom watches porn on microsoft words ..
well not literally porn but ... you know what i mean ...

the chat goes like this ..

I say:
11:19:02
kevin !
haha
hello
KEVIN says:
11:19:19
haha
sory hus dis?
I say:
11:20:22
the one that raped you in the bus
KEVIN says:
11:22:03
hahha lol ridhwan
I say:
11:23:00
oii ! how you know
oh ya .. my name -_-
KEVIN says:
11:23:17
yeah i remember
I say:
11:23:24
_\_
fuck you !!!
11:24:22
the boy who watches girls in bikini on microsoft words
hahah !
KEVIN says:
11:24:36
LOL
11:24:46
who watches porn on microsoft word????
wthhh
I say:
11:24:52
you ?
11:25:19
okay not literally porn but ... you know what i mean
KEVIN says:
11:26:56
its just clip art u know.... hahaha
I say:
11:27:24
but still ...
haha
11:27:39
its still girls in bikini right ?
KEVIN says:
11:28:09
yeah but...
its just normal. HAHA\
I say:
11:30:09
normall ...
rigt
*right
KEVIN says:
11:30:20
LOL . YOUR POST!
I say:
11:30:40
watching porn in microsoft words is yeah normall ...
haha !
11:31:04
wait i change !\
KEVIN says:
11:31:22
lololollo
I say:
11:33:54
im done !!

hahaha !
moral of the story ... watching porn in microsoft words is practically normal in kevin's theory .

2010-05-15T10:35:00.002+08:00

im bored bored bored bored bored oh freaking freaking bored bored bored ...
LOL ... its a song ! and the song nice ohkayy !
lazy lah blog ... buhbye

2010-05-08T12:00:00.001+08:00

soo ... tody ... bored as usual ,,,
well ... me , lala , dee making a webshow ..
im not sure of what the call it ...
either Ri-a-LaDee ... or TheKaParties .
not sure ... neh minds ,,,

2010-05-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

soo ... today ... bored as usuall ....
PEOPLE !!! IF YOU ADD ME AT FACE BOOK , CHECK YOUR INVITES FOR MY QUIZ !

2010-04-24T13:47:00.001+08:00

hahah ! im like chatting with a virus ! whatthelove ! ahahahah !

hahah ! send me virus and ill send you crap !

2010-04-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

well , currently im at granny's house . in sissy's room .
heyyheyyheyy , monday kayy ?
hahaha !~
well , today went changi airport ...
sighh ...
never meet my budds today ...
hot mocha eclair , ill tell you on monday what happen okayy ?
.........
well im bored and this comp sucks to the core so ill update soon okayy ...
byyeee !

2010-04-16T22:52:00.002+08:00

~ i love this song called TRUE FRIENDS {♥} ~

hahaha !
thankss lalahash for the backup in the canteen . haha ...
well im bored .. as hell !!!

2010-04-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

~ yeah im fat , im irritating , an asshole and whatever you wanna call me and guess what ? i dont care ! omg ! i fucking dont care !!! really ! i swear ! swear to god ! ohh please ! PLEASE LOOK AT YOU BLOODY FACE IN THE MIRROR BEFORE POINTING YOUR DISGUSTING FINGERS AT ME ! please eh ! people like you just pollute the environment . people like you is what mother fuckers are all about . people like you are just god damn extra ! ~

by the way , im not referring on 1 or 2 . im just emphasizing it . if you terase that one your pasal ah !

.............................

my new favourite word :
what the love = what the fuck / what the hell .
holy love = ( azu's word ) holy shit / holy crap .
anything with love i like !!
hahaha !

went home freaking wet !
played in the rain !! ahahahah!
with lala , dewi , fizah and teddy ....
hahaha ! me , lala , dewi screaming for no reason .
fizah went up to random people to ask for toilet . -.- .
hahaha ! funny sia !

* the question suits you alot _|_

what the love !!
hahahahhaha !

must prank call him ! haha ! with voice transformer application .
hahhaa !

2010-04-12T17:47:00.002+08:00

LOL ...
hahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha .!!!
hello people of the world ...
hahahah !!! you know what ?
???????
i have nooo idea !!
okay ... im at sky garden studying okayyy ....
IM STUDYINGGG !!!!!!
im with dewi , hayat , LALA ( which is not sick , AT ALL ) , and this guy azu .
okayy LALA is sickk !!!
yeah shes sickkk !!!!
sickk everywhere you knoww ...
allallalalalalala !!!
hahaha ! SICK IN THE MIND !!!
sickko !!!
hahahahahah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i thought up of a new word ...
hahaha !
BABY ? BABY ? BABBEHHH !
HAHAHA ! INSIDE JOKEE ... !
WEEWEE MY SAYANG !!!
HAHAHA !
ILL UPLOAD THE VID SOON .
HHAAHHAA !
IM DISTURBING THIS NOOB CALLED HAYATMINN ! HAHAHA !
EHH ... I FEEL FREAKING INSULTED !!!!
THANKS AZU .... -_- ...

2010-04-09T21:18:00.003+08:00

LOL .. currently chatting with 2 virus and a pork ( weewee ) .
hahaha ..
i bet youre saying " virus ?? "
yeah as in like real virus .
they acting as hot 20 year old girls .
hahah ... joke ...!
and you will never wanna know what they said ...
hahahah !
only me and weewee know .
and by the way , my msn skin is leopard prints !
yeayyy ! hahahah !
cool or what sia !!!
hahaha ...
good thing msn went upgrade ...
tomorrow going grandlink with sis .
YEAYY !!!! hahaha !
then after that will head to grann's house .
hahaha ! im bored as hell .!

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

i just love this song ! i have no idea why !!
adicted !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL . mummy thought i skipped school cause i was online in facebook ....
LOL !
NOO !
imma good kid !
idont skipp school ..
it was cpa lesson okayy !
i was paying attention and doing Edwin Loh's work ...
hahaha !
was bored to hell lah !
whatthe hell ...!
ehkk wait wait !
whatthelove .!
haha
dee's prank line !

2010-04-03T07:51:00.002+08:00

now i know you cant just dream and just wait for it to happen .
~not as if like genies are real ?
now i know if you want to strive for something , you have to make sacrifices .
~so does that mean losing something you love ?
now , there's only one question before i chase my dreams .
~is that really my dreams or something someone wants me to do ?
now im just confused ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

well currently am bored .
log on to msn and guess what .?
only Laiwang is online -_- ...
haiissss ! boring !
nehminds later i going granny's home .
hahaha !
dont ask me why but i cant on twilight and new moon cd here .
[ oh ya , thanks taimoor ! me [ hearts ] you loads ! ]
so going there to try if can work ...
if can gonna watch it for hours !

2010-04-02T12:28:00.002+08:00

haha ..!
nice right !
taking picture out of boredom !
somehow im good at taking pics !
LOL :p
currently am bored ..
watching big mama house !
haha
LOL
and as yall know ,
TODAY NO SCHOOL BABBEH !

sooo ,

( use tik tok tune )
wake up in the morning feeling like fatxzskaparty
get my glasses , im out the door , im gonna hit that party .
before i leave , off the switch to conserve energy ,
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back .!
im talking and not fucking on the hoe , hoe
rocking on my show , show
boys dancing on the stage , stage
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
ignoring that stupid bitch , bitch

[ chorus x2 ]
shut the fuck up
DJ, blow the speakers up
Tonight, gonna dance
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop
lets go
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Aint got a care in the world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
and now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we're popular
But we kick em at the cock they all like mother fucker
Im talking about everybody going crunk, crunk
everybody smacking my junk, junk ( uhh ! )
Gonna fuck him if he get too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
dance dance go go boom !

[ chorus x2 ]
shut the fuck up
DJ, blow the speakers up
Tonight, gonna dance
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop
lets go
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

DJ, you turn me on
we're fucking now
you fuck so hard
yeah you fuck me
With your cock up
im sucking now
You gott that sound
oh yeah fuck me !

DJ, you turn me on
we're fucking now
you fuck so hard
yeah you fuck me
With your cock up
im sucking now
oh fuck me noowww !

the fucking never stops till your wife gets in ! [ oopss ]
[ chorus x2 ]
shut the fuck up
DJ, blow the speakers up
Tonight, gonna dance
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party dont stop
lets go
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

..........
haha , random ...
well actually thats how i feel when i woke up in the morning .
instead of feeling like p-diddy , i felt my party mojo turned on !
yeah !
haha ...
i go do other stuff and btw this song is original by me okkay !
hugs and kisses !

2010-03-30T20:03:00.003+08:00

im bored like fuck okaaayyy ...
just now got oral and its CHICKEN FEET !
~EASY PEASY LEMON SQUESSY !~
tomorrow going dance audition with my honeeh buneeh groupies !
~LALA♥shortieBitch
~Dee♥tweenie
~Naufal♥tatinMunk
wish me luck all my lovers ♥♥♥

welll ,,,
today was .... ookkaayy ...
just walked past someone i hate ..!
hope you die !
car bang you till you diee !
fuck you mudafuka !
i hope to just punch youre face !
better still ,

eehhkk kalau muker lu kene siku lu teros senyap lahh!
lu jangan nakk bobal world kat sini ah !

haiisss ... is a good thing im very good in class ..
( haha ! jokee ! )

and this is a post to nurul ameera & zhe jia ,
if you wanna do something bad , like lets say any stupid revenge ,
do it behind my back . what i saw you all are capable of is worst
then what dewi is capable . even if she hate you like fuck and wanted
revenge , she wont think like you all . and please ..
if wanna do something bad to regina dont do it infront of me cause
if it over the limit , i'll tell on ya . what yall did in the class was
O.T.T . so please uh ...

\

cant wait to go out with you to sis !

2010-03-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

ciiibaiii janet !
hate you ! haha !

2010-03-28T13:00:00.003+08:00

LOL ! freaking bored !
so currently just finish editting sis photo ..
NICE RIGHT !
haha !
proud of my work ..
later going grandmummy & granddaddy's house ...!
yeashhh ! finally can buy burger ramli !!
been craving for it !
you are gonna be eaten buy meee !
you are soo yummyyy !!!
ooohhh yeayyy meeee !
haha ...
i think buy for sis also lah ... ( if i remember )
well , yesterday off-ed my light from 8.30 - 9.30 for earth hour ..
VP and mdm azlina asked me to do a presentation for EARTH DAY .
yeayyy !
how can one day be sooooooo boring !
chiiibaiiii you todAY !
haisss
boring boring day ...
you know at pasar malam got this coconut ...
but inside no water but the water turn to jelly ..
VERY NICE !
IT ALWAYS FACINATES ME !
HAHAHA !
I WANT THAT AND BURGER RAMLI !
ILL EAT THE BOTH OF YA !

~ the boomxzs empire , my kingdom .

oh ya ... one more thing !

fuck the judges for putting sapphire 3rd !
they did well and deserve more ...
_|_ !
this post goes to my dee ♥♥ & the other sapphire cheer crew ♥♥♥
hugs and kisses & shine till were blind !♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
LOVE YOU DEE ♥♥ !
YOU LOOK CUTE PERFORMINGG !!!♥♥♥
MUAKSS MUAKSSS ♥ !

LOVE ,
Ridhwan♥

2010-03-17T14:04:00.007+08:00

LOL ... long time neva blog ...
on last saturday (on the 6 or 13 of march ...forgot when) , had a karaoke session with mom , kak syura and sis ...
haha .. damn fun okay !
kak syura was like doing her rap , sis singing with her terrible voice and me , making a video ... haha !
fun okay !
if it rain on that day , ( well it did )
blame them !
haha ..
here's some pic ,,

im fucking sick today ...
called dee when recess time ,
as usual , weewee on diet ... ( my weewee is a strong women okkay ! )
canteen fucking noiseyy ...
and yeah ... im drop dead bored !
nothing to do so study lohh ...
i have prove okkay !

see !
im smartt !
but i swear i dont understand how to do the cross method !

you get it ?
well i kindda get it but i donnoe how to do on this ,,
2x(square)+x-15=0
you get it ?
LOL !
well i dont !

2010-03-15T18:11:00.002+08:00

~ breath ...~ its only one week ...
i miss them like fucks okay !
babyfats and dee , if you see this , I MISS YOU LIKE FUCKS !
..............................
today fucking boring !
yeah !
BORING !!!
Im alone at home ..
nothing to do ...
no one to call or caht with ...
haiss ...
i hate holidays !
maybe this week go out with hayat ...
wait till he online then i ask if he free ...
haiss ...
if i have something interesting then i blogg again ...
byee ..

2010-03-11T20:38:00.011+08:00

my baby fatxzs & dee are going off to palau tomorrow =( !
~whatthefuckk ! ~
will fucking miss them lah !
make sure buy for me something ho ...
~ sorry ... no weewee nice nice photo . ~
today my mom & sis went to school parents meeting .
i from 7.25 till 4 in school sia .
eavesdrop at most of the convo . hahaha !
i volunteered myself to help teacher out thats why come school early .
alot funny remarks lah ...
esp dewi one .
joke sia .
dewi tried to defend herself while comments attacked her from different direction .
ahmad was smilling & laughing at all the bad comments he get either from ms.ng , mr.kumar or ms.thiru .
hahaha ! cant stop laughing sia .
deevesh was like trying to hide his maths paper from the mom .
i was like purposely saying aloud infront of ms.ng ,
" your maths paper for your mom to see . "
then ns.ng was like ,
" oh ya , almost forgot . give your mom your test paper . "
then she was shock to see 0/30 !
haha ...
his excuse was ,
"everyone also got 0 what ... "
smart uh him ..
Yu fen was having a bad day ...
regina was weird as always , talking crap to ms.ng .
kenny the father very scary ... ( well for me luh .)
syahmi's parent were okay but he wasn't there .
mr.kumar was talking tamil to them so cant really understand .
around 3+pm my mom came surprised to see sis was behind mom .
i force them walk quickly cause i want ms.ng to talk to my mom not mr.kumar cause later mr.kumar talk anyhow .
you know what my mom & ms.ng talkin ?

( convo )

ms ng :hmmm ... Ridhwan ... he's a good boy ,,,-

( mom & sis was shocked )
( gave both of them the * hahkxzs ! im good bitch !* face )

ms ng :-but his only problem is his talking ...

( sis gave me the * hah ! in your face ! * look . replied her with an eye role . )

ms ng : his art skill has come in handy for the class deco . as you can see , now the class is very beautiful . but he needs to work on his planning because the deco is actually a last minute work .

mom : but i heard from him that he's doing alot of the work with abit of help here and there form his " click "

ms ng : ohh . you mean weewee they all ?

mom : yah ... is he the only one in charge ?

ms ng : yahh .. but i -

( mom cut her off )

mom : then the planning thing isn't his fault . like you said .. "HE'S WORKING ALONE . "

ms ng : yah i also think its because he's not staying back to do the deco often is because he is doing it alone .

mom : hmm ..

( me & sis giggled . )

ms ng : okay .. about he's results ... he only fail 3 but i really think he is capable of doing better . his malay fail . how can he fail malay ?

mom : he's having issue's with his malay cause all this year he fail malay .
his malay is really very poor .

ms ng : ( shocked face ) really ?? i always see him with thick ENGLISH books . never a malay book in his hands .

me : you expect me to read malay book in the morning ? later kena stand what ?

ms ng : at home ?

( gave her my puke face )

ms ng : you have to start small .. then it will grow .

me : ( * whispered * ) yeah like never .

ms ng : pardon ?

me : ohh umm ... yah yah ... i agree .

ms ng :i really like his possitive energy . alot of teacher give good comments about him but they also say that he have mood swings .

me : whatthefuck ! oopps sorry . ( * quickly cover mouth * )

ms ng : if he wants to listen then he will if he doesnt want to then he'll be distruptive .

( then blah blah blah blah ! )

after that went hospital .
camwhored with mom & sis .
after that ask for 50 bucks went to starbucks at tan tock seng there .
camwhored again . haha !
sis & me argued with mom like for fun uh .
because of i-pod touch , i-phone , laptop , mount Everest ( dont ask how the topic got there ) , Nepal , Japan , this admin staff from Whitley ( sis school ) , gym ? , hot guys ? ( me & sis argued . mom just laugh ) , chicken ( me & sis argue about which chicken is nicer & spicier ) , prom night ( my mom want to follow my sis ? LOL ? ) , weewee also involve . hahahaha !

went up to visit grandad then blah blah ....

at night .... ,,,,

haha !
cute right !!!
went starbucks eat & buy caramel frappacino ...
the cheese cake fucking nice !
somehow eat thet cake alone make me full sia .
donnoe why .
a good thing luh ...
i think thats all uh ....

2010-03-09T13:08:00.000+08:00

haha!

2010-03-07T12:22:00.002+08:00

well , yesterDAY went to weewee's house with dewi !
wahh ... fucking fun sia !
scream alot sia ..!
i was like scaring dewi . then skali hrera came we were like screaming like hell ..
hrera was like ,
"why you scream ? "
me and dewi were like ,
" cause youre face like ghost ."
hahaha ...
lazy elaborate uh ..
but if you were there youll be like screaming like hell also .
freaking fun uh !

AH YOU AH YOUUU. YEAH IM TALKING ABOUT YOU. YOU YOU YOU YOU.
damn you fuck you. chibai, just becuz you're a jerk, that doesnt mean you have th right t say im likka slut changing guys when i dont even have a boyfriend. something wrong with you ah? screwed up brain. No life fucktard. you really make me laugh ah, saying you're better then Chimeng HAHAH joke ah joke!!!! dont think you're so hot ah please, you look like shit!! and please, if you dont know anything, SHUT THE FUCK UP THANKYOU XIEXIE TERIMA KASIH -___-

just wanna help weewee advertise stuff ..
teeheess ...
LOL .. today weewee going batam ..
and she's still thinking im going paramore concert .. nehmind uh ... gullible people ...
haha

2010-03-05T21:23:00.010+08:00

today fucking boring sia !
donnoe why !
rusydi busy ! then never reply .. he say watching video !
donnoe what fuck video !
hidayah also say busy !
i soo despo until donnoe what to do i go read azman's blog ..
hahaha !
whatthefuck !
that's really serious cause i hate going to his blog ... donnoe why ..
wait actually i do ..
cause i dont get what he's trying to say .
plus its 100% boring !
hahaha !
currently im reading this ...
wait i print screen ...

.........LOADING.........

haha ...
my thoughts were ,
~oohh ..? he can play soccer ?~
haha ...
learn that from naufal .
haha ... cb ... but yeah ..
~he can play soccer uh ? ~
haha ...
...

well , i got my test result a few days ago and guess how much ...?
wait uh ...

......LOADING......

hahaha ! yeah !
whatthefuck !
0/30 ehk !
chibai !
and im like the most enthu person in maths . even my teacher was shock with my results .
yesterday my maths/form teacher went nuts !
i mean seriously !
she was pissed cause we were whispering/talking .
somehow somewhat lah ..
little bit noise she scold !
whatthehell !
i cant study sia with TOTAL SILENT !
THEN SHE WENT TOTAL GILA AND ASK US TO WRITE HOW TO IMPROVE THE TEACHING .
then i was like shouting ,
"please oh please speak what youre heart trully wants .. please oh please ."
haha ..
this is what i wrote ,

~ well , firstly , i dont like you , secondly ,i really dont like you ,
thirdly , i still dont like you cos you come in class with whatthehell attitude .
fourth , i still dont like you . fifth , i cant learn with you teaching not because i dont like you ( eventhough i dont like you ) its because you teach too fast and youre handwritting uh ... tskk .. alamak .. terrible uh ..
you wanna know something .. I REALLY CANT LEARNT IF YOURE REALLY TEMPERAMENTAL !
its only abit of noise .. i need not too silent , not too noisey . and sixth , haha .. i really dont like you ... for accusing . BYE .

with love ( i think ) ,
anonymous .♥ ~

haha ... dont like her sia ...
but today she went in her attitude different sia ...
LOLxzs .
weirdo !

okayy ..

after school was FREAKING FUN !
dewi was like raping weewee .
then weewee legs were wide - wide - WIDE ! open .
then dewi was like screaming ,
" ehk she getting ready to fuck ! "
to taimoor .
i was like whatthefuck !
funny sia !
then dewi go snatch weewee's ezlink card .
then weewee go snatch dewi's handphone ,
then i suggest to dewi '
"ehk give weewee's ezlink card to mustaqim"
( which was directly behind us )
then dewi was like ,
"i give uh , i give uh .. "
then weewee was like screeching .
then she suddenly say '
" oh my god ! i call marcus ! hahahahah ! "
i was like hi-five-ing her !
haha ... LOL ! so double headed .
then scream scream scream !
then weewee prank call nikki , fabian & donnoe who else on dewi's phone .
so Lala , naufal & me prank chemeng !
haha ..
we were like screaming & screaming !
then when he pick up , it was like ,
chemeng:hello ?
me:weewee ♥ you !
cheemeng:*toot toot toot *
( but we still continue talking . )
Lala , naufal , me: dog dog dog ! woof woof ! * scream !*

hahaha !

he letak we still talk !
whatthefuck !
then donnoe who else naufal call , dont care also cos ran to hear who weewee
prank ..!
funneh !
then weewee ask me shuddup ,
so i was like ,
" whenever weewee ask me shuddup i will shuddup cause she can ROAR like a lion and PURR like a pussy "
haha !
whatthefuck !
funney day sia ...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

fucking ugly sia the mouth .!
~ ROAR likka lion and PURRR likka pussy ~

2010-03-02T20:43:00.004+08:00

LOL joke !
hahah !...
well ... today boring and VERY SWAY !
i fell down more then 3 times !
what the fuck !
played nipple pinching game with that arse hat !
haha !
pain sia !
in the end i go bite him !
haha !
ROAR !
in class i sarcastic with weewee ..
haha ... funneh !
lazy talk uh ...
bye !
somehow , honney bunneh sounds nice . haha
LOLxzs .

2010-03-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

threaten weewee .. teehees .

2010-03-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

haha ... me and weewee talking bout how nice my photo is ... haha

2010-03-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

it was never me . its really just you .
nothing and nothing compared to what you did to my heart .

2010-03-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

LOL ...
cute right ...
Me and my baby fatxzs ...
haha ...
well .
baby fatxzs thought me a valuable lesson today ...
even though full of crappy nonsense , it kindda make sense .
i think ..
hahaha !
but i actually get it .
LOL ... ( * looking at the wall wondering the true meaning of BESTFRIENDS * )
weewee thought me ( as in really teach me using the board like a NOOB teacher , but still looking cute.. muakxzs ! ) that bestfriends are freaking important !.
you think without them ( your bestie ) you can survive ...?
if you think going with your bestie and your bestie's fat bestie's the enemy then you will survive , YOU ARE FREAKING WRONG WOMEN !!!
FREAKING WRONG ..!
i just want all of you to remember this .
imagine if you lost your bestfriend , who will comfort you ? who will you vent your anger to ? who will you want to slap for showing teacher her puppy dog face ? who's hair will you destroy ?
what im trying to say is that appreciate your friend like there's no tomorrow !

im selfish for only wanting you but i will still go on .

2010-02-26T10:20:00.002+08:00

2010-02-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

my heart is beating like what ? 10 times the speed of my original ?
wanna know why ?
cause im helping my sister break out for this prison ( granny's house )
she argued with my granny because she wanna go to her friends house like for a freaking short while cause the birthday then granny dont allow . then she cry .. at first i was like , LOL ? crazy women . but the real reason was the twins ( her besties ) going Hong Kong tomorrow . then sis wanna meet them . granny eventually didnt allow . she ask me stealthily go her room . she ask me for plan . i say ,
" you sneak lah . nenek will be sleeping around that time . "
then she was like fucking scared ah . hello ! me also !
scary sia me ! like really !
i sneaked out to unlock all the locks . then Just , she went out without granny noticing . fuck scary sia !
lazy elaborate sia !
heart thumping like fuckxzs !

2010-02-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

oh yeah , to some one really """special""" ,
oh boy/girl/dog/bitch/slut/ho/gay wannabe whoever you are .
just because you have a body guard ( that you dont even like )
doesnt meat you can be a big fuckxzs okay ..
booohooo ... you cant survive without her .
you insult us like insulting yourself sia .!
dogs ? babybeh ... its YOU !
hahkxzs !
looked in a mirror lately ..
too bad you cant since every mirror you looked at just broke into million pieces !
dont act big fuck in class .!
no friends go to nurul and to even know you dont like her ..
haha ... deleting the post about her dont make a difference darling ..
guess what ,
YOURE BARKING UP THE WRONG FATXZS YOU DOG !
cause you know why ?
im fatxzs'kazoidxzs !

2010-02-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

today as usual ... BORING !
chatting with wiwi only ...
yawns ...
oh ya !
mr coen sent me an email !
fucking touching !

Hi Ridhwan,

I am very touched reading your speech!! It makes me want to be there to see your speech!! However, I have lessons on that day, so I cannot be there. However, there will be video recording, so I can see your speech!

I am very impressed by your speech. I can see the dedication and passion that you put into this speech! You have so much potential Ridhwan, I am so proud of you, and you ought to be as well. No matter what other people say to you, I want you to remember that your dream is ALL ABOUT YOU. How well do you want to do in your life, depends on you...

Remember... Although you are growing up and finding out who you are, one day, you will realize your potential, and realize that if you use your talents like this, and speak with confidence, THE SKY IS YOUR LIMIT!!

To your speaking Success
Coen

im freaking tearing up !
LOLxzs !
gonna miss him like fucks !
i swear !!!!
i really hope he'll visit me when i perform in splendours !
to coen ,
please come okay !
visit your favorite student !
hahaha !!!
i'll make sure when i grow up , i'll be like him !
no matter what !

2010-02-17T18:57:00.007+08:00

LOLxzs !
i look so cute sia !
hahaha !
LOLxzs !
hahahaha ! as usual , MY BLOG AINT DEAD !
im just lazy ah . come home late also ..
muakakaka .
iloveLala !!!
thanks for doing the plan .
actually i already forgotten bout it .
LOLxzs .
i thought whatthefuck sia . scold me for no reason . hahah .
you wanna hear a story bout what happen to me and Rusydi in math lesson ?
ms ng ( my form teacher ) , was like scolding us like hell cause noisy . that part i dont blame her ah . it was noisy . then when we shuddup already she give us lecture .
then donnoe who say about the fighting thing , then rusydi reply ah across the class ,
"meet at backgate ah . "
then ms ng thought he talking to her , then ask him get out of the class go donnoe what reflection corner .
i was like freaking grumpy and freaking sick so i tell teacher .
" cher can quick great .? i wanna sit down . i very sick . "
donnoe what hell she nag then ask me get out of the class .
whatthehell right !
i didnt even do anything wrong .
then i freaking angry so i shouted back at her ,
" fine ah ! "
i slammed the door .
rusydi was quiet happy hangging outside the class .
dont know why . dont care why .
lazy elaborate what happen after that cause quiet boring .
shouldnt have played p.e . very weak sia !!
then mdm aslina allow me to rest in her class ah ..
she freaking kind eh !
LOL !
the other day she saw me eating something in her class .
she was like ,
" ridhwan ..... "
i was like ,
" shhh .... you didnt see aaaaanyyyything ... "
then she was like ,
" but i just did "
i was like ,
" shhh .... "
i think this year history quiet fun with her around !
LOL !
donnoe why but i love my art teacher sooo much .
she just remind me of my grandmother .
thats why im quiet helpfull towards her .
shes really kind !
i swear .
LOL ! that time she wanted to hug me cause i help her like alot alot alot alot of times ah .
i really appreciate that she's my art teacher .
muakkxzss !
LOL ...
this is one way to joke with people ..
regina show me her picture .
this is what i told her ..
" you very ugly uhh .? why uh ? "
weewee was like ,
"whatthefuck"
LOL .
so i was like ..
" regina "
" what "
"shuddup ah ! i cutter ! "
wtf !
haha .
must try that method more often ..

this is what weewee say
" pussy means cipap ! "
this is what i say ,
"huh pussy means kicap ? "
LOLxzs !

2010-01-19T13:45:00.002+08:00

wow ... some people no life sia ... come people blog why ???
to spam ...!
interesting or what sia ....
JOKE !!!!
im gay ?
eh ! i sooo sedar diri kay sial !

...........................................................
well currently at comp. lab ...
having cpa ..
nothing to do ...
LOL ..
bye .. !

2010-01-12T18:04:00.002+08:00

well ....
as you see here , my blogg aint dead !
i just cant play it ...
camp was from 7 - 9 Jan .
the most fun part is flying fox and camp fire night .
well , flying fox was MOTHER FUCKING SCARY ..
at first to calm my nerves , i had to taunt dewi .
make her scared and all that ah .
she was doing abseiling and i was doing flying fox .
but in the same MOTHER FUCKING TALL BUILDING .
so make her want to die and my nerves was already distracted .
then this person say ,
"boyy your turn now ."
then fuck i feel like peeing sial !!!!
he ask me sit down on the jumping platform .
so i sit ah feel kindda excited .
then he say in 3 you jump .
"1....2....3 !"
nabei that person push me luckily my butt glued to the platform .
so eventually didnt jump .
still stuck there .
then dewi's turn to taunt me .
b-i-a-t-c-h !
i was like ,
" maaa !! where you ! help me ! "
then he was like ,
" dont worry . its very safe . nothing will happen . you just tightly grab the rope ."
" what if i let go ..? "
i was crying already .
what the fuck !
" then nevermind ."
then this teacher scream from bellow .
" ridhwan dont scared . ill take a video of you screaming ...! "
whatthehell !
like that helps !
"dont worry ... wont fall one .. "
that guy was sooo IRRITATING !
"cher im a fucker if i do this !"
he gave me a what the fuck look and i jump and scream like one fucker who lost every bit of his mind .
and then i can see wiwi bathing ( finish already kay ... and now i know what all the guys staring at when at the flying fox ... girls in girls toilet . without the roof .)
wiwi was like ,
" ahfat ! i can hear you scream ! omg ! i thought it was a girl ! "
whatthefuck !
this is why shes my bestie ...
-_-''
okay lets not talk about that ..

....
today !
WHOOAH !
power ah ms ng !
you know what !
i got detention ah !
rock on ah !
you know why !
YOU WANNA KNOW WHY !
I SAID DO YOU WANNA KNOW WHYY !!!!!!!!!!
cause i said walao -.- ....
wth !!!
1hour somemore ..
great or what ...
have to clean the whole class .
tskkk ....
so students .
if you want to go detention , must say walao ...
LOL

2009-12-19T18:55:00.008+08:00

heyyloo peepss !!
had a FREAKING great time with dee ...

well , we were suppose to wake up at around 8 and meet up at around 9 but eventually lazyness was triggered and i was soo freaking still tired ..
so called dee ...
"dee ... can meet 9.30 ?"
and as usuall , i dilly dalley and when it was 9.30 , i headed under dee's block ..
i should have come even later because of his usuall "making up" and "touching up"
swear to go my granny is soo much faster then him ...!
and his "omg-is-my-right-foot-bigger-then-my-left" walk ? GOSH !
he really needs to wear a BIG watch to let him know what time it is for his "meeting".
when i saw him in the lift , i gave him my "you-were-fucking-late-slut" look .
so he began his "reasons" .
"omg ! sorry .. its" bla bla bla bla !
i didn really paid any attention to his reasons .
come to think of it , i never paid any attention to his reasons .
well , we were suppose to head to the gym for some workout but we had some arguement and decided that swimming was sooooo much better .
as usuall , i was trying my best to pay attention .
but i couldnt .
i was looking at the old man infront of us who was staring and our "conversation"
suddenly , that old man walk up to us and asked ,
" hi excuse me . do you know how ..." bla bla bla bla .
all i heard was jail .
and the first thing that popped out of my mind was the police station .
so i showed him a long way to the police station .
"fatxzs . you totally gave him the wrong place . he said jail .! "
"yeah . jail . and the first thing that popped in my mind was the police station . "
"fatxzs .! its the girls home !"
and suddenly , i remember there was a symbol on the piece of paper that he showed me .and i wasnt the police station symbol .
it was a strange symbol that i havnt seen before .
it was ... it was ... nice in a weird way .
"oh yeah .. the girls home .."
"arent you suppose to chase that man and tell him the CORRECT way "
"rightt ... and arent you suppose to be taking your stuff for swimming ?"
i asked sarcasticly , trying to change the topic .
soo , i had to wait FREAKING long for dee .
"ohya ... fatxzs . wiwi invited us to her house ... weird .... but you wanna go ?"
"ehm .. wiwi ? yeah ? okay ? whatever ?"
"fatxzs ! are you okay ? "
"im just having the flu .. i think "
we purcased the ticket and entered the swimming complex .
we quickly find a seat before some assholes who thinks their all that and starts rubbing sun tanning oil on thier dick .
well , time flew past quickly .

....... to be continue ......

haha ...
im like writting a book .
hahahaha
went wiwi's house , bake , bluetooth songs and clean up the house ...
=]
that preety much all ...
dee went home much earlier ...
well ...
lazy type ...
hehehs

2009-12-16T18:53:00.005+08:00

LOL !!!
went out with dee to swimming and he was like about to cry cause hes BLACK !
LOL ...
he was like ,
im soooo going back home and the first thing ill do is look at the mirror and cryy ..
hahaha !
wtf !
joker !
omg ! i cut my fringe like the whole thing !
cool !!
nice ehkk !
im just gonna keep it short ..
hhaha !
byees !!♥

2009-12-16T18:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥SIS♥ !!!
your 14 and your getting OLDER each day !!!
hahahah !!!
now cannot gimme and fyyza that haha-in-your-face-that-im-still-13 look .
later we scream at your house again .
hahaha
you can get job already lah !
your OLD enough !!!!
hahahahahahahahahahaha !!!!
hais wiwi , wiwi ... why you so old ...?
kate old and mature ...? but still ,
an ion is an ion ?
wtf ..
hahahahaha
love you sis !!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-12-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

Take a breath
Take it deep
Calm Yourself
He says to me
If you play
You play for keeps
Take the gun
And count to 3

Im sweating now
Moving slow
No time to think
My turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer
To yourself
He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get
A scary thought
That hes here
Means hes never lost

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I
Ever see another sun rise
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But its too late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving
I know that I must pass this test

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said Im terrified, but Im not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

2009-12-06T18:52:00.003+08:00

today is officially the most boring sunday that i ever had !
nobody to text ..
nothing to do ..
only take picss ...
hmmmphh ....
haiisss ..
well , im keeping my entry short then ..
byee ...
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2009-12-04T21:52:00.006+08:00

hello peeps !!
haha
long time never post aye ..
haha !
my blog aint dead !!
still dancing under this bright moonlight .
haha .
wondering bout the pics ?
the 2 pics was in the gym on wednesday ( 2 dec )
and the black and white pic is ....
cause im random !
haha
see !!
got prove i go gym !
in your face LoSERS !
went with lala and naufal .
wiwi overslept ( as always )
maybe for her birthday buy for her a BIG BIG alarm clock !
haha !

yesterday ( 3 dec ) went to watch NEW MOON !
watch with hydayyah♥wiwi♥deevesh ...♥♥♥
and i have to say that jacob black is MOTHER FUCKING MOUTH WATERING HOTT ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
everyone was like "ohmygod!!! jake is FreaKING HOTT!! *giggles*"
my eyes was on jake on the whole entire movie .
me and wiwi cried in part of the movie ..
LOL ..
*shhhh*
haha !
damn fun lah !!!
want to watch again manxzs !!!
to all you edward cullens fan , i bet youll have a change of heart after wathicng this movie ...

IM LOVING JACOB BLACKK ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !
LOL !
and and !
im LOVING TWILIGHT SAGA !!!♥♥
i wont tell you what happened in the movie cause YOU GOTTA WATCH IT !!
i find the director VERY VERY smart cause he leave as craving to watch the next
chapter .
ECLIPSE , IM SOOOOOO WATCHING YOU NEXT YEAR ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ !
THE DIRECTOR END THE MOVIE AT edward cullen saying ,

edward :
will you marry me ...?
*end*
what the fucck !!
everyone was laughing at the last part !
LOL !!
anyone who want to watch with me just text me and ill be there ..
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-10-31T18:22:00.002+08:00

MC owe me a big balloon for bursting my balloon !
i soooooooooooooooooooo dont care .!
on Thursday (2ND LAST DAY OF SCHOOL) kena birthday bash by rusydi and raihan .
THANKS AH _|_ !
ohya ,
dear wiwi ,
i leave blank cause idk .
you write the answer as something crappish !
an ion is an ion is already the question .
EXPLAIN !!!
hahahhahahaha
if that was an effort then THAT effort is not needed !!!!!
LOL
from that time sia !
wondering what shes doing now ?
never online ...
.__.boreddddd ..
and tired ...
camp was average but the most fun part was at night with xin ting , ivan and eline .
ivan got the worst hahaha .
thats what you get for sleeping beside me .
hahaha
ivan was being raped , eline almost cried , and xin ting , no commennts on her .
hahahah .
fun uh with them !
they rock !!
now i know what eline's worst fear .
hahahahahahahahhahahahahaahahahahahah !
we disturb this guy called nelson and he was damn fed up lah cause he cannot sleep .
hahahhahaa
funnn !
kaylah .
now lazy .!
toodles !

i agree with mustaqim that im a spoiled slut !

2009-10-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

i love my kak wee
i love my lala
i love my fyyza
i love my naufal
i love my soffina
i love my teddy bear

i love my kak wee
i love my lala
i love my fyyza
i love my naufal
i love my soffina
i love my teddy bear

i love my kak wee
i love my lala
i love my fyyza
i love my naufal
i love my soffina
i love my teddy bear
...................................
hahahaha random !!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i got promoted !
and the best thing is that got lala and fyyza and kak wee .
all the STRONG hearted people .
hahaha
LOL
ahmad tried to flirt wiht kak wee at MAC but failed
tsktsktsk .
naughty naughty .
ahahaha
then then .
act retarded out side this shop uh .
VROOOOOM VROOOM .
maybe thinking of soffina toooo much
muaks muak LOVEYA !
and then and then ,
i read kak wee science paper ,
and you know wht !
FULL WITH NONSCENCE !
AS in like theres this question asking what is ion ( i also dk )
then kak wee answer for the question is ,
ION IS ION .
ftw !
LOL !
fucking funny !
and then another one is
give 3 advantages of ceremic .
and her answer was ,
ONE ,
TWO ,
THREE ,
WHAT THE FUCKK !
HILARIOUS UH KAK WEE .

then kan then kan ,
me and kak wee talking bout this guy and this is what we say ,

kak wee :
ummm .... cemane nkk explain .
fatxz :
messy isit ?
kak wee :
noo !
fatxz :
THEN !?
kak wee :
you know whats potrait ?
fatxz :
yah .
kak wee :
yalah ! his idea like potrait like that .
fatxz :
kak . do you even know whats potrait ?
kak wee :
noo .? ( slut laugh )
fatxz :
then you use the word ?
kak wee :
but it sound so nice in my head !

LOL !
pethetic sia !!!
ahahahahahahaha !
and then kak wee and me played this flirting game .
hahahahaha
LOL
budak tu naik darah !
hahahaha .
funny funny !
now i realised .
im 100% retarded when im around kak wee !
LOL !
but fckking funn !
KAK WEE ROCK MY LIFE !
MUAKS MUAKSS !
AND HAPPIEST THING IS THAT 2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY !
KAY LAH ! TOOODLES !

2009-10-22T21:01:00.003+08:00

sorry uh i dont tell mus ALL uh .
if you wanna think im gonna tell then suits yourself .
im just gonna prove that i wont .
youll just have to wait .
even if he ask , i wont tell .
you just have to start trusting me .
but i dont mind if you dont cause i know i got spill the beans alot of time .
but since you really dont like it , then i just got to stop my attitude of doing that .
you just got to wait and see .
that was why youre having doubts bout teliing me .
if you dont want me to hack then okay .
i wont .
all my hacking software also my ohso dear mom deleted .
now im done .

a short contribution to wiwi .......

2009-10-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

to [(JuSt LyYkE A bRoThEr)] :
sooo ...
you wanna know why im sad ...
okay ...

im sad cause youve given up .
im sad cause you made me do the thing that i never wanted to do .
but i have no other choice .
im sad cause the only way to make you smile is to break your heart .
im sad cause im willing to do it .
im sad cause im suppose to pick you up when you fall .
but i made you fall in a bigger hole .
im sad that you said that the other night .
i cried cause im sad to hear that from you .
im sad that i never knew you and i never will .
im sad that i wont be smiling each time i see you .
im sad that i wont know you .
im sad to see you like that .

but im willing to cry just to see you smile in your twisted heart .
i hope you remember the thing i promised you cause no matter what , i will keep it .
now you know why im sad .
but i know you dont like it .
dont worry .
ill put on a fake smile when ever youre there .

:)...

2009-10-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

SERVEY !!!

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss? -> how should i know ? cheek ??

2 . How do you feel when you wake up this morning ? -> hungryyyyy !.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with? -> DEEVOlicious !

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? -> im not spoiled !
but someone said i was spoiled uh ( sparkY )

5. Would you ever donate blood? donate ?? -> Of course . fat people got alot of blood y'knwww.
(thats what weewee told me )

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex? -> YES !
HELLO KAK WEE !!!!

7. Do you want someone dead?- YESS ! do you ?

8. What does your last message says? -> Bye ah fat ! take care of yourself hor . dont evrytime bleed th love .
not good y'knww . fat ppl need TONS of blood , you seee . hehe ! ( FROM KAK WEE )

9. What are you thinking right now?-lots of things in my mind . one of it is what should i eat later.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?- yes. 2 people whom i regard as my bestfriends.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?- pretty late. 1plus i guess .

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?- i ain't wearing a tee . i'm wearing a uniform.

13 . Is someone on your mind? -> hyydayah ... just finish reading her blogg .

14. Who was the last person who texted you? -> kak wee !

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
Weewee .
Dee .
Soffina .
Lala .
TedDy .
SpaRKz .
banana 1 .
banana 2 .
banana 3 .
banana 4 .

2009-10-05T16:39:00.000+08:00

You Found Me by: The Fray with lyrics.

I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad
Where the West was all but won
All alone, smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where've you been?" He said, "Ask anything."

Where were you, when everything was falling apart.
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came
To the corner of 1st and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

But in the end everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
Who I am, who I'm not and who I wanna to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

The early morning, the city breaks
And I've been calling for years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters
You got some kind of nerve taking all I want

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, Where were you? Where were you?

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.

Why'd you have to wait, to find me, to find me?

i waited for you ...
but you left without saying goodbye .
but im still waiting even if it take years .
=(

2009-09-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

ive already read it ...
ive already seen it ...
ive already felt it ...
no point saying it over and over again cause you know what ...
I FUCKING DONT CARE BOUT YOU !
NOW I SWEAR I DONT CARE ...
THE GAME IS STILL ON ...
WITH HARD DECISION TO BATTLE ...
AND IM DESTROYING YOU FROM THE INSIDE OUT ...
LIKE I SAID ...
I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE !
ill make you break down and cry . you just gotta wait .
just wait ...
and watch out for the worst ...
you'll die in your heart ...
i swear to you this ...
I SWEAR FUCKER !
I SWEAR LIKE HELL !!!!
I HATE YOU !
I HATE YOU TO THE CORE !!!!
I HATE YOU DAMN BLOODY MUCH !!!!

a message to the asshole :
hahaha ..
like i told you i hate hypocrites ...
and you ask ,
"are you trying to say its me ?"
and i said you were not ...
i misunderstood you ..
now i know the REASON why ... i know how ... and i know whats the cause ...
its you ...
its been you all along ... never thought it would be you... but it is ...
hahhh ...
i had enough of it ...
enough of your "acting good" towards me ...
i hate you FUCKER ...!
i swear i do !
HATING YOU TO THE CORE !
DONT ASK WHAT OR HUH YOU FUCKER !!!!
you can go to hell with the rest of your friends !
make sure youll die in and out !
ill haunt you like a ghost !
youll die of your guiltt !
DIE FUCKER !
DIE !!!
BURN TO DEATH !
SUFFER BITCH !
SUFFER !!!

2009-09-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

this is why i "love" my life ...
mom hates me and my only bestfriend that understands me hates me too ...
=..(
i think i should stop insulting that guy ...
i die also better ...
just like what wiwi said ...
if i die there wouldnt be a difference ...
i agree ...
even if i die ,
nobody cares ...
their lifes would be more peaceful ...
mom can get more money and can insult me to her "friends" ...
im now crying asking god what i did wrong ...
im innocent and have been blamed ...

" oh god ... what did i do ? "

i agree that i have no dad and now , my own mother is rejecting me as her son ...
because of that son of a bitch youre always with !
so now im an orphan ???

now i know how my first sister feels ...
why must you run away from home ?
why cant you just bring me along ?
why kak why ?
i miss you kakak .
i really do ...
and i hope you are reading this as every tear that drop from my eyes right now is for you ...
i really hope you are reading this as i miss you soooo much ...
i wanna follow you ...
i know how you feel kak ...

=)
LoVe My LiFe !
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

2009-09-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

YEAY !!!
its the time of the year that ive been waiting for ..!
and its coming really soon ...
ITS SHOPPING SPREE !!!
AGAIN !!!
BUT WITH MY BEST SLUTS !!!
WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
CANT WAIT YA'LL !!!
WIWI 100% WANNA GO COTTON ON ..
I WANNA GO EVERYWHERE !
AND DEEVESH WONDERING OFF TO FASHION FIESTA !
WHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
WE S-L-U-T-S ROCKZ !!!
BUY WHAT UH ???
LOL ?
MP3 BUY ALREADY ...
DEEVESH , WIWI YA'LL BUYING WHAT UH ?
OHH YAH !
ASKING MUMMY FOR A LITTLE BUCKZ !
BRING HOW MUCH UH ?
YEAY !!!
LETS JUST WONDER OFF TO THE LAND OF THE RED CARPET !
STARING :
W-I-W-I ,
D-E-E-V-E-S-H ,
R-I-D-H-W-A-N !
WHOOOHOOO !
WE GLAMOZONS !!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
CANT WAIT YA'LL !

2009-09-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KAMBENG !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
YOU ROCK MY LIFE KAMBENG !
FRENDS FOR EVA !
MUAKZZ !

2009-09-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

When will the worst day end ?
i just wanna get this over with ...
i dont wanna make people suffer ...
its hard seeing people cry ...
the secrets i kept from [(my friends)] and [others] ...
im just sorry ...
everything will soon be revealed ...
misery just love my company ayee ?
haiss ...

tears drop each time i wanna prove my point .
but if thats how im suppose to play then i wont give up ...
even though hurting my BESTEST FRIEND ...
it hurts ...
it really does ...
why cant my tears just stop falling to the keyboard ...!
yeah wont do it [(my friend)] ...
so dont worry but its not a 100% ...
sorry ...
trully am ...

a short message to wiwi adriana bte mohd taufiq :
youve been a friend through thick and thin ...
youve thought me a lesson .
a lesson that ill remember ...
i learnt from my heart that
"words from the heart is louder then you speak"
but ,
"words that YOU speak is WAY odvious then what youre trying to seek from HIS/HER heart"
and thats what youve thought me ...
ill remember that ...
im sorry that i told [(hYm)] everything ...
seriously am ...
ill try to make it up to you ...
soon ...
verry soon ...
but now the question im searching for is still missing ...
why , what for and how ?
if these question is complete ,
ill promise to tell ...

a message to [(hYm)]
sorry but its still on ...
ill TRY to use your rules ...
mean while , sorry for everything ...

2009-09-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

`A Messaege to [my friend] :
im really sorry for what has happen , whats happening and whats going to happen ...
i said im out .. didnt say im out from mine ...
im trully trully sorry ...
i really am ...
the stuff ... i had to do it and i know youll hate me for that ...
but i dont care if you hate me or whatsoever cause i know im helping you and "others" ...
you offed it but i on-ed it back .
really am sorry .
that thing was suppose to be shut down by you right ?
but i guessed the master isnt you anymore ...
i guessed its me ...
" i dont feel that ive neen a good friend to you ? "
please ...
if i think you werent good , i would have treated you like "him" .
i assure you that i wont hurt "others" but just wanna make "others" realise .
I WANNA MAKE EVERYONE KNOW !
KNOW EVERYTHING AND EVERY SINGLE THING !
EVEN THE TINIEST OF DETAILS !
assure that youll know it first ...
i'm sorry ...
=(
"my friend of other" ...

....................................................................................

had a musical day just now ...
hahaha ...
you know why ?
i was hearing music the whole day ...!

GOING SCHOOL -> listening to music .
IN BUS-> listening to music .
UP THE HILL -> listening to music .
REACH CLASS -> listening to music .
MAJULAH SINGAPURA -> listening to music .
PLEDGE -> listening to music .
SCHOOL CREED -> listening to music .
PE -> listening to music . ( FREE PERIOD )
MOTHER TONGUE -> listening to music . ( CIKGU ALLOW )
RECESS -> listening to music .
MUSIC -> listening to music . (Mr Goh dont know ... )
WALKING TO CLASS -> listening to music .
END OF SCHOOL -> listening to music .
WALKING -> listening to music .
SITTING NEAR BOOKSHOP -> listening to music .
BEING SARCASTIC TO PEOPLE -> listening to music .
WALKING DOWN HILL -> listening to music .
WAIT FOR BUS -> listening to music .
IN THE BUS -> listening to music .
until go home around 7 with fyyza ...

cool right !!!
*knucle touch*
hahaha ...
random ...!
uncle bought for me new boxers to day !
hahaha !
LOL !
random !
i wanna buy contact lenses tomorrow with lala .. !
yeay !!!!!
buying hazel colour !
be jealous !
going "mat & minah HQ" tomorrow .(geylang serai)
LOL !
hahahahahahahahaha !
random kann !
hahahahahahahahahaha !
im getting crazier and more random day by day !
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i soooooooooooooo lazy elaborate ...
fingers had enough of exercise ...
hahahah !
BYE !!

2009-09-10T17:35:00.000+08:00

well practically bored as alwayys ...
wondering how [!(hYm)!] got dee's no.
he said he got his sources ...
...............................................
-.-"
abang is offline ...
and he's jealous of his adikk cause he cant message people when i can !!
hahahahahahah !!!
random ...
ABANG !!!
BE JEALOUS ...!
hahaha ...
i want to wait for my abang till he come back ...
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored ........!
abang quick come back !
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow going wiwi's house again ...
( not doing anything dirty )
help with house work ...
NOTT !
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !
wiwi's nose button is damn odvious ...
i swear ... !!!
lets POP that bubble up babeh !
hahahah ...
and after watching the show about a BIG zit that wiwi show , i will never wanna
touch a zit at the backk !
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
disgusting !
i bought new mp3 hahaha !
yeay me !
mommy is super jealous !!
you go buy yourself uh ...!
hahahahah !
be jealous mannzxs !
yesterday deevesh came and saw this hott guy !
i agree !
LOL !
hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahha !
i realised that he always look at the miror ...
always style his hair ...
LOL !
i wanna buy the shirt that he has and mommy buying for me ...
thankzxs !
i'll let you touch my mp3 ...
hahahahaha ...
if im not lazy , ill do a second post ...
for now , bye !!!

p.s =>
abang !
im still waiting for you to come back ...!
haisss ....

2009-09-04T21:13:00.000+08:00

wiwi !!!!!!! im not jealous of your cursed report book okayy ....
you want the pic of jeremy from me and deevesh .... hahahahahahahahahahaha...
be jealouss ...
yeay im no more emo but some sub-species is (wiwi) .
hahahahahahahahahahah .........

back at mee...
had fun today at aces workout with screaming ...
but the whole thing was boring ...!
come on think of something better next year ...
camwhored in class with wiwi , soffina , deevesh , nadia , vinitha with a dash of ms yatie , darrel and jeremy .....
after aces plaid in the rain with vinithat and nadia ... funnn !!!
went to the basement level a play ...
hahahahahaha ....
just finish talking to brother ghost ...
hope you pass ...
hahahaha ..
and stop listening to setanic songs ...
like you said bad for the health ...
hahaha ...
decorated the white bored which was soooooo fun cause i force everyone to write ... hahahahahaha .....
i have nothing else to say ...

p.s ,
wiwi ,
ill stare at you even longer ..
watch out ..

p.p.s ,
ill buy what you want soon lahh ...
just wait sucker ...

2009-09-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

a short message to [[ HYM ]] :

WE KIDSS ( me and her only ... ) are not useless okay ...
WE KIDSS can help too ...
so dont you dare think WE are useless ..
if you think we are just say okay ..
dont be like that son of a bitch ...
:)
........................................

sorry [[ HyM ]] ,

im just really fed up and angry about something ..
seriously sorry [[ HyM ]] ...
and seriously ...
WE are not useless ...
so , stop asking what can WE do ..
WE KIDS can do anything if WE KIDS belive .
i think you should remember that ...
:) .........

2009-08-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like Im in heaven, feeling high
I dont want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I dont wanna run away, baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like Im in heaven, feeling high
I dont want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I dont wanna run away, baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I dont want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I dont wanna run away, I dont wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I dont wanna run away, baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight,

I dont wanna run away, baby youre the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight. .....

~i really dont want to let go girl ... i really still love you ... i miss you .. ~

without you there no meaning to life ... its like leaving in total darkness ...
everything i sent you , the last message i sent you before deleting your no. its all from the heart ...
~ friendship last longer then relationship ~
yeah i know that ....
i told HYM that also ....
ive seen what love is capable of doing to a person ...

~im afraid ,
im alone ,
im sorry for making you cry ,
im sorry for making you worried ,

im guilty for what ive done ..

~ im sorry ~

2009-08-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

Mustaqim is a sucker !
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahaha!
but still !
i SOOOOOOO OWN YOU !!!!
hahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahaha !
PROVED YOU WRONG IN SOOO MANY WAYS !
IN YOUR FACEE !!

say thank you ehh ! ...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i proved you wrong !!!
yeah yeah !!
i am smart !!
you say thank you also my name wrong spelling !!!!!
hahahahahaahhahahahahahhahahhahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhaha !!!
BIATCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

Every time you just ask me the same question ..

"hey who's the girl you are talking about in your pm .
i can help .."

it hurts my heart each time you say that as you always tried to be strong .
and its time for me to be strong to .

~ily & imy~

i swear i really do ..
i shouldn't have done what i did.
should have listen to Wiwi .
i shouldn't have ignored you .
now i regret .
its hard to forget about you when you always tried to talk to me .
i am so sorry .
i just cant hold this felling .
i really love you .
i really do .
there is no other girl i want .
so don't ask me who's the girl I'm talking about .
i am talking about you .

you are the love of my life .
i want you back .
i regret letting go .
i really do .
i was stupid . i didn't know what i was doing .
you're like the moon and the stars that i see everyday .
without you , the sky would be so plain .
without you , the night would be pitch black .
you are what keeps me going on in life .

but now you're gone .
now i feel like there's nothing more in life .
sometimes i feel like committing suicide .

~ily~

i really do ..............

2009-08-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

a song that i really love ...
i wanted you by ina ...

to a dear friend ,
stayy strong ... this is only the beginning of the war .. you must not give up ... have a good fight first before you surrender . love is like a battle field . maybe this is just a test from god ... testing you if you really love her . giving up that easily wont be the right thing to do .. NEVER GIVING UP is the key . dont worry im always there to help . if you have a problem , i can help . WE ARE ALWAYS THERE IF YOU NEED US ...

lazy to elaborate ..
bye ...

2009-08-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

To hakeem (wiwi's friend ) :
read your blogg ..
a wish from your wishlist done .
capturing wiwi's heart is not simple ..
i know ..
its hard to help someone who is in love .
ive been helping ...
and i just forgot to help myself .
and i did the most horrible thing .
letting myLove go .
yeah .. its always given only one chance .
1 mistake and it will collapse .

~being in love is easy
but forgetting about that special person is hard '

i didnt know what i was doing .
i bought two neckleses for her birthday .(on top)
but i regret .
i end it and i cant give it to her .
i just bring the neckless wherever i go .
to remember bout her .
how stupid can i be .

what im trying to say is ,

~even though how hard you try to capture someones love ,
never to give up as there is only one chance in love .
one mistake could live a black hole in your heart .
it will leave tou felling that half of heart is left behind with her .
and the other half is supporting your life .~

soo , all the best hakeem
wish you all the best..

To wiwi,
sorry didnt tell you earlier ..

2009-08-02T16:38:00.000+08:00

haha ! just read deevesh blogg ! funny sia ...
yeahh..
its like super not fair you know why...?
i use handphone and it was confiscated because of REGINA ,
then when she use , i tell ah...
then she not happy .!
WOITSS ,
Vinitha fierce sioott!

haharkz!
FOLLOWER VS. COMPLAIN QUEEN ...
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
soo funny .!
ALL THE WAY LAHH FOLLOWER !
hehe ... swear she said this after i complained teacher .
I SWEAR IM GONNA TAKE MY REVENGE .
(some sort like that lahh ...
i short term memory .)
hahaha ...!
Vinitha was like ,
(bla bla bla) YOUR FACE WONT BE AT THE CORRECT POSITION !
hahahah!
funny sia !
then regina scream ,
YOU DARE SAY THIS INFRONT OF THE PRINCIPLE !?
that follower also act brave larkz!
YA I DARE !
funny sioll! then we waited for around half an hour for ms mai .
i didnt know what to do ,
sooo,
i acted crazy lorr .
i call ms mai ,
then the phone ring (she havnt pick up )
i was like .. hello if you are there please pick upp ..
i keep on repeating it ... haha
then i go roll up some paper and shouted ,
Ms MAI IF YOURE IN PLEASE COME OUT ..!
hahaha
then at comp labb 2 . i go call ms yatie .
then , i put down .
then ms yatie call backk .
i was like ,
RIDHWANN :
HELLOOO ... HELLOO... MS MAI ! MS MAI ! HELLO ...
MS YATIE :
THIS IS NOT MISS MAI LARHH . THIS IS MS YATIE .
RIDHWANN :
CHER ! MS MAI WHERE ! YOU SAW HER ?!
MS YATIE :
SHES WITH MEE ... AT COMP LAB 1 .
RIDHWANN :
CAN CALL HER FOR A WHILE ? URGENT !
MS YATIE :
SHE ASK YOU GO DOWN ..
RIDHWANN :
ALAH CHER .. FOR A....
*TOOT ... TOOT ... TOOT ...*

WAH HELL !

THEN ME SHAN2 FOLLOWER TAIMOI WENT DOWN .

I WAS LIKE SCREAMING ALL THE BAD WORD LARRHH.

CHER THAT BITCH SHE NOTT HAPPY AHH! BLA..BLA...BLA..BLAA..
SHE THINK SHE SOOOO BIG I SCARED ...

SUDDENLY FUCKKER COME OUT FROM NOWHERE FROM VINITHAS MOUTH ...
HAHAHA!
FUN LARRHH!!
MS MAI WAS LIKE LAUGHING !.
THE SHE SAID..
you all know her type like that , every little mistake want complain ,
who ask you all mix around with her .
then you all want mee to do what ?
take out her brain and put inside washing machine >?
i was like okayy what cherr .
or takee my super glue go paste at her mouth ...!
ms mai was like .
just ignore herr..

and thats the storry of ..
IN SCHOOL WITH REGINAA ..

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-07-31T15:07:00.000+08:00

haharkzz ! yeah hyydayah i'll update it ...
finee kayy and ehkkzz!
ITS NOTT DEAD !
have you seen the picture that deevesh uploaded?
the one on the math trail.
soooo nice!
haharks!!
lazy ah sia..
at comp. lab alone !
soo BYEX!!

2009-07-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...
that was the funniest way too start a prank message..

i msging Siti...
and i goes like thiss...

"Ridhwan says>
hello....

Siti says>
who is thiss?

Ridhwan says>
your worst nightmare... muahahaha!!

Siti says>
seriously...who is this?

Ridhwan says>
TURN AROUND AND SEE ME...
BUT DONT BE SCARED EVEN THOUGH I HAVE
NO HEAD...

Siti says>
Zzzz.. dont lame ehh..

Ridhwan says>
Im waiting for You in the toilet RIGHT NOW!

Siti says>
zzz...Wtf. ewww.. who is this urghh..

Ridhwan says>
hahaha... so fun disturbing you

Siti says>
who is this. not funny anymore.

Ridhwan says>
okay larr... Chill... im still alivee... im ridhwan...
hahaha

and the conversation goes onnn......"

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
soo hilarious...

i miss school house roocckkk!!!

pls comee backk!!!!

2009-06-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

im at my besties housee!!!

DEEVESH!!!

we bought the same shoe,watch n goin to buy the same bagg...

yeahh!!!

thnkew Mrs.Sekaran for buying me the watch..

appriciate it soo much..

and yea...

Wiwi adriana:

dont think to much...

Like i said...

Its just a sad love story...

im bored...gtg byee

2009-06-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
helloooh peepsss,
sorry if nvr updatee...
hahaha...was damn bussyyyy....
last sat(13/6/09) wennt out wif soffina,wiwi,nadia,deevesh & willem...it was damn akwardd!!!willem was afraid of deeveshh...hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....deevesh was lyke throwing sand to every1 lorr...n he was lykre sqeezingg willem's eerheemmm....terriblee lorr...but it was damn funnyyy...hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....hehe....
.....................
n on that timee...(donnoe when larrhh...)we went out wif Marcuss...
marcus if ur readin tiss....
:she regret goin to malaysia n nt goin wif uss...n about nt lettin u noe about the handphone tingg...sryy...maybe i ritee in herre larrhh....
n her blog ah she wrotee thiss..
"YOU TOLD ME TO UNDERSTAND THE LYRICS..YOU TOLD ME THE LYRICS...YOU TOLD ME URE SAD EACH TIME U HEAR TISS..NOW I NOE WAT U MEAN BY EVERYTHANG...THANK U SOO MUCH...I LOVE YOOUU..."
N
"ILL STAY STRONG WIF THE WAY WE ARE NOW.I GUESS THRES NTHIN I CAN DO TO RELIEVE BACK OUR FRENSHIP.ILL TRY NT TO TINK ABOUT U..ILL TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT U..IVE DECIDED TO LIVE EVRYTHANG UNSAID N START ALL OVER AGAINTHOUGH IT MIGHT BE A HARD PROCESS FOR ME.I CNT BARE TO LOSE U. BT I HAV TO DO WATS BEST 4 ME...
MARCUS....
I LOVE U...."
THAT WAT DEWI WROTE IN THE BLOB N IN THE PHONE DRAFT...

2009-05-26T11:27:00.000+08:00

SOFFINA IS NUTTSS!

SWEARR!!!

SHES BEEN SCREAMING IN THE LABB FRM JUS NOW!!!

!!!!!!

WE ARE NUTZZ

GTG!!

BYE

2009-05-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

to all all you people

a free tip from me...

if somebody calls you a pussyface,

dont be a smart ass and agree...

u r damn stupid if u goo agree...

hahaha...

pussyface!

im soooo random...

hey gal wif the new lover!!!(dewii)

haharz....(tryin to be random)

muahahahahahahahaha!

im bored...

eh wat song to put 4 blog ah...i oso donnoe....

hahahaha...

i lazy rite ah....byee

2009-04-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

im bck frm dewi h0use...n i have t0 sae tis-i l0ve her m0ms c0okin!marcus try c0okin ah..!nice b0d0h! Haziq ask 4 dewi n0. Ystrdae..she was blusin lyke fck sia...they make a gd c0uplee...
Dewi actually said tat haziq was cute...i th0ught dewi h0w t0 dance under her bl0ck ther..funny sia...be4 tat, we had a water war..haha...fckin fun..she was s0o wet!hehe!n0w i remember wher she livee..haha..
After sk0ol , khaliq was sh0utin SHE ACCEPT SHE ACCEPT...i th0uggt haziq ask 4 stead n rhe accep...bt instead, is the ch0c0late..l0l!haha!meldaa f0ught wif matthias n patrap0l..d0nn0e y...me n wiwi act lyke 0ur 0wn buisness..haha...i lxke disturbin haziq n dewi...Haha!nw im b0red n gtg byez

2009-04-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

Pls fck care b0ut the previ0us p0st...im actually usin my m0ms hp t0 g0 internet...she d0nt even n0e...t0kin t0 dewi n0w...haha!she fckin blushin c0s marcus reply her!haha!
GILAA SIALL Y0UU!..
Haha!s0 rand0m...0mg!i heard a rum0ur..i just heard it!!jus t0dae!the rum0ur saes tat haziq admire dewi..but---
D3WII
L0ve
MARCUS!

Wahh..im bein s0o rand0m...hehe!bt true wat!..
S0me1 is in l0ve wif dewi..n im g0nna adress tat dude wif hYm..!dewi is g0in crazy as she d0nn0e hus hYm...wahh fck!dewi is ign0rin me as she is busy wif HER marcus...haizx, n0w shes bein s0 sarcastic...well..gtg..byes

2009-03-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

im bored to death!!

GOSH!!

im at the computer labb n im supperrr bored!!!

doin a research bout palau..

how boring cn it be!!

wait..let me answer that 4 u...VERYY!

Wat sia!!

By the way...marcus...watch ur back!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

that goes for Dewii too....

hehehe..

i love saying that....

yesterdae funny sia..

Wiwi go pull Soffina hair...

wiwi go dragg then both fall down...

the expresion funny sia..

hahahaha

Im soo sorry to Dewii and Soffina for losing the audition..

sooooooo sorrrrryyyy!!!

g.t.g .......

seeya peeps...

Signing off....

Ridhwann:)

...if u noe wat i mean..

2009-03-19T12:46:00.000+08:00

SRYY

2008-12-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

sryy as i didnt rite a long time....

n fyi...

....MY ACC. IS NOT DEAD...

im still bored....

OMG!!!

2 MORE DAES TO TWILIGHT...

n hidayah...

DON READ TIS...

EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N NEVER READ TIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im waitn 4 my audi icon to finish downloadin...

dammit is sooo long....

its 3 hrs+

y must it b soooooo long!!??

i wish it takes oni 30mins to down load....

tis computer sucks lyke hell man!!!

horrible...

tAt time it took aroud 6hrs+ to down load audi..

how uncool was tat...!

yea its not cool as it is horrible!!

its only 28%...

waloa!!!

soooooooooo damn long...

i hate waiting 4 very long!!!!!!!!

i actually miss my whole class...

................tis r wat i miss..................

wiwi for being weird

dewi for her scream n makin her fustrated

rusydi which i hav no idea

miss cheng...err....donnoe...haha

deevesh insulting him..haha kiddin!

soffina....slackin wif hern helmi

wait...i kindda forgot the other students name...

kk....nvm...

haha

kk...darn it...now its 32%

soooooooo slow!!!!

dammit!!

kk got to go...

bye...

CNT WAIT FOR TWILIGHT!!!

2008-10-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

Mother fucker!!!

hu eva the 1 hu throw my horrorwitz horror in the dustbin,

the mother will die at DISCO 2night!!!

HORIBLE MOTHER PUKI!!!

asshole!!!

come bck frm recess oni see my New book at the dustbin!!

the brain at the toilet bowl ah!!

kanninah!!

go hell ah!!!!

2008-10-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

Whats my moms problem?!?!

lil bit scold!!

is she okay??

my result haven't add up the total yet then wanna scold!!

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funny sia yesterdae!!

went Novena wif Wiwi and Dewi...

soo fun!!

eat at BK and a B**'s fren was sittin behind me..

perpously saying his name aloud so that Dewi would be embaresed!!

she and Wiwi would do anything 4 me to stop callin his name..

hahahaha

n guess wat i ask them to eat...

an onion ring mix wif milo ant the ice..

ewwww...!!!

GROSS!!!!

HAHAHAHA

after eatin we went to buy bubble tea...

n we went to a corner near to a toilet and sit at there...

me n Wiwi were tellin ghost stories to Dewi...

n Dewi was soo scared!!

n the funniest thing happen..

she was soo scared that she excedentally open her skirt in front of us!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

funny sia!!!

i scared Dewi alot of time n 1 of them i recorded it at Wiwi's handphone!!

she was soo damn scared that she screamed and the sucurity chase us out

all bcos of Dewi!!

haha

after tat i wanted to go to my granny's house at 5.30pm

but reach there at 7+pm..

her house is at Kalang Bahru...

and i excedentally slept in the bus and found myself in Bedok Interchange!!

funny sia!!

soooooo fun when disturbin Dewi!!

i want to put the vid at frenster...haha

see 1st..

hahahahahahaha

2008-10-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

okay seriously..im soo addicted to bloggin!!

haha...jus sooo luvin it!!

wiwi gimme ur url hyper monster u!!!

haha...she nonsence ah!!lolz!!

hahahaha

eh any1 gimme their url ah!!!

im always goin to the internet cafe!!

2morrow nt oning comp.

im goi out baby!!

woohooo!

yea

no more cleanin the prison baby!!

every sonday ill clean the prison but nt 2morrow!!

yea baby shake it!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah

okay im begining to creap me out and staRtin to act lyke wiwi

eeeee.....!

me playin avatar

don disturb me...

bye!!!

2008-10-10T13:57:00.001+08:00

ooh...deevesh said the sweetest thing bout me, soffina and wiwi...

u noe wat he said...

kk wait i go copy and paste...

kk back!!

he said

Haha i'm sorry for not spending that time with you to mend our friendship but i grew closer to Ridwan,soffina,wiwi.And i also got to know my other frens better.

isn't that thesweetest thing...

thakew deevesh.....make sure u celebrate my bdae wif mee

hahahahahahahahaahhahahaha!!!

tired

2008-10-10T13:35:00.000+08:00

now im always at the internet cafe....donnoe for wat....

haha....at home got com. but waste money...

donnoe lah...at home alone...but nt at here...

just came back wif my close bud. Hidayah...long time nvr go out wif her....

first went toa payoh...go buy her new shoe...quite nice...black and green..great design...

and reasonable price 2...

next , we went to J8 to buy 4 her mate old chunky and the top up card...

so cheap at there..its $15+ but at some places its $18+

i think...

hahaha

after playin com im gonna go my grandmother's house

wa...tired sia...

bt have too ah...

yea!!!19 more days to my bdae!!!

celebratin maybe wif frens...

i wanna celebrate it outside my house!!

dowan inside...

no actually i wan both!!!

yea!!!

2 times the celebration!!

yea...

im a happy hapyy happy happy boy!!

hahaha

got to go...

waT TO DO....THE SKY IS BLU....

2008-10-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

2morrow holiday......wat to do!!!

maybe go out wif my ""frens""....or stuck in tis borin prison....

Fizah ajak me out bt donnoe who to bring our where to go...

lolzzz...

hahaha

so boring......monday will have no exam...soooooooooooo happy!!!

yeah!

are we goin out to celebrate after exam??

...donnoe leh...

soo bored oni t.v and computer....

OMG!!!

MY MOM NAGGING!!

GOT TO GO!!!

BYE

5 more mins!!

2008-10-09T14:52:00.000+08:00

im here at the internet cafe....in toa payoh...

im soo bored....5 more min left and i hav to think of somethin fast too rite...

im still super happy tat exam finish.....

but not too sure about the results.....haha...

always lyke tat......

happy starting....sad ending.....

soo scary but hAPPY.....lolzzz..................:)

well i seriously donnoe how to link....!!!

hahaha

yap tats my call got to go....

tomorrow no school...

soo play comp. at home ah......

.........well gt to go......

...signin off....

..............emo boy.............

(ridhwan)

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???

2008-10-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

IM HERE WIF MY NW FRENS....WITHOUT DEEVESH BUT WIF 2 NEW FRENS....

.....DEWI N WATI.....

DEWI HELPED ME WIF THE BACKGROUND...TANKEW ALOT!!!!!

JUS FINISH MY HOME ECON EXAM AND ITS THE LAST EXAM!!!!SOO HAPPY..!!

CAN GO OUT 4 HARI RAYA ALREADY!!!!

IM JUST SOO BORED AT HOME AND ALWAYS ALONE...

THE ONI FREN AT HOME I NOE IS THE DARKNESS AND MY T.V.....

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IM ALWAYS SOO ALONE...I DON REALLY GO OUT.....

BUT I REALLY WANNA BREAK FREE!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AFTER TIS I THINK IM GONNA GO HOME.... I WANNA GO NOW..

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Tru frens....

2008-10-08T11:04:00.000+08:00

im at internet cafe....with my something i call FRENS....

for the very first time tis yr , i can say tat i really have a tru fren....

WIWI....SOFFINA....& DEEVESH....MY VERY OWN TRUE FRENS...

bt i fell tat im still alone....i dont noe wat more i wan....i am soo confuse.....i feel taT i need somethin else...

but what could it be...?

im also still sad....bt y...angry too....bt still...y?am i angry at myself...??

im sooo confused....

i need somethin more....

...........more than a fren.......

somethin even stronger.....

i.....i......i........i.........

......i dont noe......

im afraid....but of wat...?

well....i gotta go.....back to my prison...hopefully 1 of my frens will go out wif me....